i
recall spinning lavender sounds, midsummer's lucid parody.
feel
heartbeats tasting dark white, explosive moon rise.
pain
conspiring gentle shrill visions, fire chilled thoughts.
within
my mind's contriving touch, acrid silent crash.
me,
distrusting death's deafening smell, alluring memory numbness.
Showing posts with label alcohol. Show all posts
Showing posts with label alcohol. Show all posts
7.08.2007
5.28.2007
drunk
we all know, but we shall not give a crap. it is the way. it has worked before, and it will work now: we shall tell all, but ignore as well.
it has worked. it will work now…who the blast cares? do you think it is pity i seek? you have to be wrong; i hope you are wrong. pity? how about giving a crap? pathetic. i do not. nor should you, for that is not it, in the least.
¡¡¡¡¡ for piss’ sake, abre los putos ojos, coño!!!!! ¡¡¡¡qué parida, hostia!!!! ¡¡¡piensa!!! ¡¡la verdad, es lo que es!! ¡ignorancia no es la solución, hostia!
pero, si a ti no te importa, a mí tampoco. la ignorancia es reciproca. y si no te gusta esta situación, apáñatelas como quieras, porque ya me las apaño yo. y si os creéis que esto es sobre algo específico, que ignorantes sois.
you do not care; i wonder if you even care about appearances, you just do not care.
gatorade it is not. gatorade you could care less if it was or not.
sympathy. sympathy. you could care less. you could not care less. you could not understand any less. you could not ignore any less. if quiet i would have remained, quiet would you have stayed? ignorant, you would have remained.
it is acceptable to have problems it is acceptable to ignore, even if it will not go away, even if it will just linger.
hey everybody has problems, why shouldn't you?
it has worked. it will work now…who the blast cares? do you think it is pity i seek? you have to be wrong; i hope you are wrong. pity? how about giving a crap? pathetic. i do not. nor should you, for that is not it, in the least.
¡¡¡¡¡ for piss’ sake, abre los putos ojos, coño!!!!! ¡¡¡¡qué parida, hostia!!!! ¡¡¡piensa!!! ¡¡la verdad, es lo que es!! ¡ignorancia no es la solución, hostia!
pero, si a ti no te importa, a mí tampoco. la ignorancia es reciproca. y si no te gusta esta situación, apáñatelas como quieras, porque ya me las apaño yo. y si os creéis que esto es sobre algo específico, que ignorantes sois.
you do not care; i wonder if you even care about appearances, you just do not care.
gatorade it is not. gatorade you could care less if it was or not.
sympathy. sympathy. you could care less. you could not care less. you could not understand any less. you could not ignore any less. if quiet i would have remained, quiet would you have stayed? ignorant, you would have remained.
it is acceptable to have problems it is acceptable to ignore, even if it will not go away, even if it will just linger.
hey everybody has problems, why shouldn't you?
5.13.2007
i live in the place you live
i hide it, well enough, i think. others have told me that i am “cranky” lately. i tell them this is not the case (i honestly do not feel hypomanic…). internalized, it all builds up however, and these words become the pressure-release valve that prevents my boiler-brain from bursting.
the boiler though, subjected to constant cycling, is starting to deteriorate, metal-fatigue, stress-crack. i am afraid it is time to decide whether to:
a. overhaul this major assembly, closely following the (hopefully) non-destructive inspection procedures, and installing additional pressure-release valves to comply with emergency safety directives.
b. continue to operate the boiler to terminal failure.
the boiler though, subjected to constant cycling, is starting to deteriorate, metal-fatigue, stress-crack. i am afraid it is time to decide whether to:
a. overhaul this major assembly, closely following the (hopefully) non-destructive inspection procedures, and installing additional pressure-release valves to comply with emergency safety directives.
b. continue to operate the boiler to terminal failure.
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