your name, my pain

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and if i said, would you believe me? so, why should I say? just believe me.

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in pain i lay, calling your name. in pain i laid; you called not my name.

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was it mordant anguish? uncaring prying? for anguished i was, praying and crying.

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Dry

Arid desert sky.

In fear I see, I do not know why.

I wish on my own I could fly.

Deny the murmur. Screams die.

Paradise in disguise.

Sadly, I do not recognize.

Perception of you must suffice,

until in you and reality, I arise.

yours

Don't forget pain,
nor leave it behind.
Trust it again,
for it is kind.

Let comfort convey.
Has led you thus far.
Shows you the way.
Tells who you are.